Hey, it's me

Phew my friends

Last Friday was the FIRST time in almost a year that I did not post my blog.

I made a promise to myself that I would do it weekly for 3 years. I renewed my website for 3 years and I decided that I would NEVER miss a week.

The problem was that I started to put my feelings into chat GPT to make them feel more "perfect"

It wasn't that my feelings weren't within those pieces of writing, it was just that they were written with a purpose of other people reading them and wanting to work with me.

As I sit staring outside feeling completely foggy, much like the weather outside, I think I'll start to just go back to basics and write my blog for me.

My thoughts

What's going on in my life.

I love the reminders on FB of what I shared in the past so maybe this blog can be that but with deeper and more profound thoughts and feelings so I can remember where i was and where i am headed to.

I share this because this is now what I am going to do.

Share how I feel.

Share what's going on.

Because as easy as it was to sit and write something and plug it into chat GPT to make it better for others reading, it didn't provide ME with the healing of creative writing.

So if you like the idea of that I hope you will stay tuned, however, even if no one ever reads these maybe that is not what this is for or about.

2026 the year of less fucks given, if that is even possible honestly LOL